Memories and Love Through My Eyes

I've been living my life in this world for almost 19 years, there have been many guys that I could have spent my life with but it was their choice to leave in the end. Everytime I have a boyfriend, I make a scrapbook, a journal, a notebook or whatever you may call it as long as it’s like that. We both write things there about how good or worst our day has been. Everytime we read it, either together or alone, I feel a deep passion of love for him. Unlike newspaper, books or magazine, this will be something that I will never get tired of reading even if it takes a thousand times or more. Honestly, I’m not a fun of writing. I call it, boredom and laziness. But when it comes to it, to that journal, it doesn’t matter if it will take me hours of writing or even a day; at that point, I call it love and dedication. For there have been many things I can do just for my deepest love for you. I'm not trying to be a novel, or pretending that I am. I'm just me, Raisa.

I believe in destiny and I’ll mould it. No matter who you are or when we will meet… One of these days, we will be together. As the raindrops fall outside the window, with the stereo playing mellow music; put your arms along my waist and I’ll put mine on your shoulder. Sway with me and as soon as you get tired, we will sit in the long red couch; grab a cup, pour it with my favourite drink. Together we will drink, talk, laugh, and make love until we fall asleep…

No matter where you are and even we haven't meet, I'll tell you this...I love you and will be loving you forever... See you at the near future, baby.